Hey Hannah, since I can't battle, I take the time to tell some people how cool they are on their profile. An it is your turn! I love your tracks and easily detect hannacore in battle :p Happy Summer!
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2020.12.13 11:59am :: edit 2020.12.21 4:12pm hanna and big lumby hæitd this
which rude tags? and why? i reviewed all of them and i found none! https://battleofthebits.com/barracks/Profile/nitrofurano/Tag - see also that i'm humble and i don't mind receiving the worst tags here at botb (for example, i didn't complain about the 'freakydeeky' tag received, was actually fun! :D ) - perhaps i was too honest and sincere? where? - and you could write messages in a more contructive and polite way, couldn't you? consider deleting my account if you want, or label my account as mummi or whatever, you don't need to blackmail, at all! you can do better than this! and thanks for improving your website! ;)
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2022.10.05 5:27am hanna liēkd this
aaaaaaaaaaa Hanna borf!!!! Cannot believe only 3 years ::::::0 !! Your presence here feels too consequential to not have been longer already
Have a happy borf!! Be seeing you on teh front line of glorious batols to come >:)))
i'm continuing your legacy of sunday seasonal allgear ohbs. please look forward to a vast array of wonderful music to listen to upon your next visit to the webbed site
just wanted to say thanks for the OK FOURKAY mod4k battle series. i wrote about it a bit on this emtry but to summarize, it really shaped the way i track now in a formative way, figuring out how to say a lot using only a little pattern data. there is so much stuff i've made since that just wouldn't exist without that. i don't know what i'd be making! but it really unlocked tracking for me.
also obviously i have you to thank for teaching me the path of the tracker and even for me being here, joining this webbed site at all, so. even though you're absent now i appreciate the direction you gave me
hey!! it's been a while, hope you're doing well! you don't mind if i reminisce a bit, do you?
...rhetorical question, of course. it's just that i've been thinking about botbrs who have made me who i am today, regardless of where i'm at. people who got me into making music, websites, poetry, what not. i've come to you and...well, i gotta say my thoughts.
honestly, i don't know how else to start without it sounding very...sudden? let's put it this way: i still respect you as a person, an artist, and a presence in this community, and every day without you is...complex in its own way. on one hand, i'm almost 23 now; my social ineptitude is practically gone at this point and i can see the reasoning behind the action. on the other, it feels there's a distinctly you-shaped hole in the community now. you know when your favorite patch on a patchwork blanket is sewn up by another patch, but the new patch isn't as warm as the old one? it's a bit like that.
not saying that other people are not as good as you, of course. people will have their own unique flaws and strengths that make them them, and that's what's so beautiful about a community like this. i can't point to snugglybun and say "ur not as gud as hanna!!!!" because that would be fucking immaturetm, but also because it would be too vague to say something like that. every person has something that they're amazing at, and that's not going to change. at least, that's how i see it.
i guess what i'm trying to say is that botb is without it's cool aunt. y'know, the person who won't always be available and most of the time is working on something wicked, but when they're there for you, it's always for the better. in other words, the aunt who won't just go to baskin robbins when you ask for ice cream; maybe the aunt who lives in oregon as a freelance writer? now i'm just projecting.
it's hard not to go every day without thinking the impact that this site and its people has had on me, and that includes you. like...i'm trying not to sound hamfisted or sappy with this, but i don't have a clever analogy or example case for this one. without you, i don't think i'd be in college right now. i don't think i'd have felt the need to grow and be vulnerable and would still be working a 7 to 3 while having to tough it out among people threatening to sh--t me for them screaming in my face. i don't think i'd be here writing this.
that's a lot to put solely on you of course, and i don't. there is a whole list of people i list on my profile for helping me steer clear of going into the depths of ignorance and despondence. i just felt the need to say so here. even when we were diametrically opposed on our stances, i felt back then and i still feel now that you knew what you were doing. you're an inspiration through and through, and i appreciate you for that.
that's about all i can say without getting out of hand. it's disorganized but hopefully the sentiment remains. besides, isn't that inherent to a stream of consciousness like this? like, it'd be weird if our brains sorted our thoughts before we thought them, right?