you'll learn social skills from moments like this. seems right now that you have no clue how to interact with other people. perhaps instead of studying soundchips because they are so fascinating to you, you could study human behavior because it's very fascinating.
you're young enough now to have time to develop these skills. if you wish to have a job in which you can study and or develop sound hardware, you will need to be able to get a job by understanding the needs of other humans and their businesses. sound chips are designed for a need of humans to experience audio within a budget. budgets are in reference to economy. economies are relative to societies, cultures, and habits. it all comes back to humans and their behavior.
give humans a chance and learn how they work. you won't fail. until then, expect to learn how humans work by being shunned and reprimanded. pain is a signal for change.