boonlosses are no fun, especially when you prepped a nice bitpack and especially when it's your first host, so i'm sorry that happened, but don't take it personally! it doesn't mean people don't want you around - it doesn't mean much of anything at all tbh, and in this case was skewed by it being late on new year's eve 😅 i'd have entered if i was around and i'm sure that's true of like a dozen more people. so come back, nerd!!! you are a welcome part of this space