curious about what word you used for this :D

defeatistcore is a genre here on BOTB reserved for songs with depressing titles/content. Defeatistcore entries are usually very edgy/ low quality.

i associate defeatistcore more with self-deprecation than depression

Hmm... that's probably more accurate. Petition for it to be added to the lyceum as a definition

I'm still confused what word was used here? I can't tell if this is following the bitpack or not since you don't include it in the title or description.

I only just now noticed how involved the bitpack was. It wouldn't load while I was writing, but if it's worth something, it's in a minor so it only uses natural notes.

The word would be abcdeada or gabcdgcg, because that's what the bassline does the whole time. But that isn't really that exciting at all, now is it?

Questionable legality aside the little tune you threw together is cute, and I think saying "why did this take me 2 hours" implies that you don't think the track has merit, be it self deprecation or a complaint about FT, regardless it's implying that the track wont be good, and wont win, aka is a bit unintentionally defeatist, but that's kind of reaching lol. Similarly, your description reads as defensive, which furthers the defeatist "gag", unintentionally once again. But I'm not the one who put the tag so idk lol.

I put the tag myself. I'm a conniseur of defeatistcore