i'd like to improve my listening skills. i've come this far with doing very few covers, if any.
i cannot count the amount of times i have had song ideas that i cannot actualize due to a lack of the knowledge and intuition to try to produce such things. instead i have found myself discovering some pattern, and then staying with it and too much in my comfort zone.
with originals, even if you can't realize the "exact" vision in your head, you can kind of fudge and get away with alternative options that still sound decent. in other words "transcribing" the idea in your head. and by all means, there's something to be said about explorative music composition as opposed to "transcriptive".
i'd say transcriptive composition is where you clearly have a vision of the song in your head, and know exactly how it's structured from the getgo, and the composing tool is just a means to put that vision into reality. from what i know, vince kaichan and kfaraday tend to write music in this way.
i've mostly approached writing music from an "explorative" point of view. meaning, that usually I don't really know what the song is going to be from the beginning, and mostly just mess around with sounds and notes and then i come upon something i like. then i just keep doing this until maybe i actually have a song at the end! I'm pretty sure that most of the time my initial tempo setting, groove, and feel for a song is completely different from the finished version
not that there's anything wrong with this total "wing it" approach. but there's something deeply satisfying and soul-fulfilling when you had an initial vision and then actualized it into reality. not to mention it requires more precision. i think i can count on my fingers the amount of times i've actually written music that was directly in my head (
sakura drop soraing and
bounce about in the bouncy ball (e)bowl(a) are two times i can think of knowing what the song was going to be mostly and then actually getting it down). maybe the value here for others is try your "other" way of composing.
back to covers, the process of writing covers is completely different from originals. while certain things are up to interpretation and it depends on your goals, i personally want to better understand how the songs i like and listen to are constructed. of course i've done this with tracker modules but those are easy because you can just see all the notes. i'd like to bring in more influences into what i write, and honestly I don't think I've recreationally listened to tracker music in 6-7 years (except for my recent 2 week nostalgia binge of s3xmodit ohc music). and with non-tracker music, you have to use your ears! and not just for the notes, the instrumentation too (i personally struggle the most with drums and chords/harmony. and then even if i have the composition fleshed out in my head or even in a tracker or daw, i get bogged down with sound selection)
this requires a level of deep work i have not undergone. as a teenager, i was writing music as a distraction from reality and to make new friends. while i enjoyed hearing others talk about musical concepts in depth and would occasionally noodle around with certain ideas i personally found interesting (gyms always had something he was diving into and simply being around him made me a much better composer lol), i wasn't interested in really sitting down and deeply engaging with music beyond just "fucking around and finding out"
i think even if i still keep preferring an explorative compositional style, having more diversity in my mental reference library would make my future pieces even better
in my life, i'm at quite a bit of a crossroads. for years, i actually dove into some other pursuits because THOSE were not allowing me to write music. but now that i've completed and made progress on those pursuits, music has been on my mind again. i'm not even sure if i want to commit to music yet, but this time the focus has shifted. now, i'd like to actually deepen and broaden my repertoire. for me, that would be really breaking apart and understanding music i like and then seeing how that influences what i write. i want to challenge myself far more, write less for just validation and social acceptance, and continue to enjoy and have fun with music