8th/240
Σ30.070
Aug 21st 2023 11:10pm
Though this theme is intended to be played as a single continuous song, the file was so large that it didn’t export at all as a single one, so it’s split in three songs within a single NSF. For a better listening experience, I recommend NSFPlay 2.6 with “Use the default loop detection algorithm.” checked and set to “Advance Next”. The MP3 render is already joined as one continuous song, if you prefer.
- Made with Dn-FamiTracker 0.4.0.1 and exported with 0CC-FamiTracker 0.3.14.5 (yes, the original module is backwards compatible with 0CC ^_^ ).
- Rendered to MP3 with NSFPlay 2.6.
2A03 + VRC6 + VRC7 + FDS
Inner Darkness, Inner Light
Lyrics by Titan of Plasma (MP3 timestamp / NSF timestamp):
(2:48 / Song 1, 2:48)
Once upon a time I thought that my quest
For virtue and brightness just flowed without changing
Like childhood dreams hanging
Not evil, no good: hope for the best
But my human feelings went through a wall
Where the wicked, yet innocent, became a devil
Brought back to ground level
Not trying to rebel
Those pure child feelings started to fall
(4:25 / Song 2, 0:36. The weeb part. I wish I could have written the lyrics in Japanese here, but with my weeb level I’d only end up writing nonsense.)
Blissful joy now feels elusive
When weird ideas turn intrusive
But all my blooming desires flourish
Whether they’re fiery or dark
Twisted wishes are now nourished
My demons’ entrance looks conclusive
I don’t care if they are collusive
With sacred or cursed beings, I only long for a spark
(5:42 / Song 2, 1:52)
Falling angels: “should I destroy this force
Or should I make it a part of me?”
There’s no sign of remorse
Embracing her, what shall be, shall be
My inner darkness pushes me to take what I deserve
My inner light, thinking of her, begs me to take reserve
Her lustful thoughts and her revenge of fire
Love desire: I’ll take for myself!
(7:45 / Song 3, 1:19)
Now I realize that my virtuous quest
Seeks no sin nor brightness, though its flow keeps changing
Repeating this lie only leaves truth remaining
Today I can put those feelings to rest
Lyrics were somewhat inspired by Aqua Hoshino (and the weeb part by Ruby) from the anime and manga “Oshi no Ko”. Music, however, was not. I started this song long before I knew anything about “Oshi no Ko”.
